fyi, i don’t need you to tell me this shit is wrong, i know.
i don’t understand this shit at all, so i guess i can’t expect you to understand.
and this shit is so wrong on so many levels, so i guess it’s only fair if i take a hit or two.
and you’re my bestfriend, at least i thought you are, so i thought support goes hand in hand or the acknowledge of how i felt without me having to say so, but no. i forgot the part to never expect so much from one person. so that is indeed my faults too.
or maybe, just maybe, i’ve gone this road far too many times, you just get sick of saving me over and over again. fine, that’s fair too.
heem.. i really wished you never have to go down this road, but maybe then you’ll understand how i feel today. until then, i’ll shut my mouth, because why bother, right?
thank you.
