January 2012
1 post
“too bad, we’ll never know for sure how much the other person misses or...”
aku ini sudah terbiasa sekali merindu.
waktu kecil, aku rindu mainan-mainan lama yang ibu paksa untuk disumbangkan.
waktu remaja, aku tumbuh dengan merindukan ayah setiap harinya. rindu yang satu ini, seperti yang pernah aku bilang, kekal.
aku lalu terbiasa merindukan masa lalu yang hanya dapat dijamah oleh doa.
hari ini, seperti biasa, aku sedang merindu.
biarpun terbiasa, rindu selalu...
“biarpun biasa, rindu selalu terasa luar biasa.”
December 2011
6 posts
i hope i can meet all of your expectation, at the very least, i hope i can be enough for you.
i hope to be smart enough, funny enough, cute enough, pretty enough for you. normal enough for you.
i’m not perfect, i know. at some point i’m not even normal. i have hell of a baggage to carry. but, please, bear with me.
i pray for us to be good, for us to try as hard as we can to stay....
f: kita telponan aja yu
c: engga ah. aku ga suka telponan, sukanya bbman.
f: kenapa?
c: ga suka denger suara sendiri hehe
f: kalo nyanyi suka ya?
c: ... *pokerface* makasih ya.
i was wrong. it should’ve never about getting over you, it’s about accepting the fact. and be at peace with it.
it’s not easy, not for me, not for anybody. it takes some struggle and achy nights, but eventually i get to the part that i’ve known all the facts and realizing it and accept it. and move the fuck on :)
November 2011
5 posts
“never mind i’ll find someone like you, i wish nothing but the best for you...”
– :)
Being a person is getting too complicated
fuckyeahlaughters:
theannoyingskwid:
fredikefred:
Time to be a cat.
Get the Best Medicine here :)
“inget aja ndi, ini yang terbaik yang bisa diusahakan.”
pulang
tidak semua orang beruntung untuk bisa pulang.
ada yang terjebak, ada yang tidak tahu caranya pulang, ada yang paling sial; yang tidak punya tempat pulang.
jika rumah adalah dimana hati berada, saya tidak akan pernah pulang.
tapi kita harus selalu tetap bersyukur kan? syukuri tempat singgah kali ini tidak begitu menyiksa, syukuri tidak setiap saat ingin pulang, syukuri semua kebaikan orang...
“Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick, and pull yourself together.”
– Elizabeth Taylor (via imfantasyparade)
October 2011
2 posts
“duh bingung. kalo kangen ayah mesti gimana ya? ga ketahan, tapi mau...”
– tolong yang masih punya ayah yang bertanggung jawab, dipeluk coba yah. saya sekarang cuma bisa meluk guling. *ini galaunya to the max*
“mungkin kita memang saling menyayangi. hanya saja bahasanya berbeda, aku...”
– saat hanya waktu yang dapat jadi penerjemah, apa lagi yang dapat dilakukan selain bertahan dan berdoa. semoga kita memang benar saling menyayangi.
September 2011
22 posts
“All growing up means is that you realize no one will come along to fix things....”
– Elizabeth Scott, Love You Hate You Miss You (via creatingaquietmind)
“so now i know the ‘how’, understand the ‘why’. and then...”
– what the hell am i doing here?
“talking to the moon, tryin’ to get to you. in hopes you’re on the...”
– do you ever hear me calling?
*talking to the moon - bruno mars
“sudah jangan main tikung, kalo jodoh ga kemana ‘kan?”
– yang udah kemana-mana aja masih ditungguin kok.
“percuma otak pinter, kalo hati bego.”
– selalu salah pilih.
“i can’t explain every reason for my sudden sadness, but i know a few...”
– may God bless you, her, dvd’s, and baking :)
“i am taking a leap of faith, universe please be kind and do your magic :)”
– amen.
“yaudah. terus sekarang mau ngomong apa?”
“mungkin nanti.”
“apapun, semoga selalu ingat jalan pulang ya.”
“alhamdulillah bisa beliin mama bb. semoga gue ga diganggu sama bbmnya. amin.”
“doyan amat sih mas sama koma.”
i don’t invest, i gamble. when i win, i win big and when i lost, i lost big.
it’s all or nothing, babe.
my all or nothing.
“can we please move the fuck on?”
– this is getting old.
“mungkin emang ga akan pernah dapet yg ampe sayang. keburu nyerah duluan.”
“semoga ga satu pun orang di deket gue harus ngerasain apa yang gue rasain....”
“datar saja atau mati menderita”
– :| yak siap!
“you fucking stupid miserable bitch!”
“everything’s gonna be all right. correction, everything would probably...”
“the stickler is you’ve played not one beat wrong. you never promised me...”
– and i know the odds is i’d never win. yet here i am.
“semoga mama bisa pinter cari papa yang baik untukmu ya ‘nak, yang...”
– doa calon ibu yang galau.
“some people are born special - their very presence resounds in the hearts and...”
– taken from titaadelia.blogspot.com
August 2011
33 posts
“so similar, but still..”
“Rindu tak pernah bisa sederhana. Tak juga bisa dipaksakan sirna ketika raga tak...”
– Poconggg (via sellavidya)
fyi, i don't need you to tell me this shit is...
i don’t understand this shit at all, so i guess i can’t expect you to understand.
and this shit is so wrong on so many levels, so i guess it’s only fair if i take a hit or two.
and you’re my bestfriend, at least i thought you are, so i thought support goes hand in hand or the acknowledge of how i felt without me having to say so, but no. i forgot the part to never expect...
“selamat deh biru, kamu jatuh cinta sama kuning-putih.”
– yang sabar aja ya. inget aja, idup juga ga lama-lama ko.
“semoga seluruh semesta selalu menjaga kamu.”
– @rizkaazizah
“i will change if i must. slow it down, bring it home, i will adjust. oh if only,...”
– take it all-adele.
“mungkin ibaratnya ayam ga pake nasi, mau seenak apa juga tetep ga ngenyangin....”
“hahaha ini bingungnya maksimal, sampe mau numblr aja gatau mau numblr apaan -..-”
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“yang paling susah adalah nahan senengnya, karena tau senengnya kemungkinan besar...”
– itu yang paling bikin cape dari semua-muanya.
“ya beginilah.. gue kangen kaya apaaa, dia kangen setitik.”
“haaa ga apa-apa ko. kuat ko kuaaat. kangen gini doang mah kecil, ya ndi?”
“sadly, you’re not mine to miss.”